wtf...

Fuck her, fuck them. I can't believe that these past few months have gone almost completely wasted due to that whore. She can suck all the dicks she wants that dumb bitch.

On some more deep shit. I came around to a few realizations. One being that I am looked upon by everyone as a bitch. Another thing that I cannot believe I'm saying bit it's true. There comes a time in a mans life that he needs to keep his foot down and stand for what he wants to do instead of what some dude wants him to do. Not that I care much about what people think, but it comes to a point where EVERYONE around you views you as a little bitch... a little girl. FUCK OUT OF HERE.

Summer '09 bulk up starts now. Ya digg?

A new month, a new start? No...

Fuck. It's a new month but I still can't completely get you out of my mind. I have these days where I just feel... never thought I would actually say it but yeah... Depressed. It fucking sucks. Why am I like this now? Perhaps it is because my insecurities are getting a hold of me. I think that might be it. Everyone around me is so happy. I need something... or one.

my mind went blank ...